when you expected answers, you get more questions. when you ask yourself why, you end up asking others why. when you try to contain your emotional thoughts, you flare up. whenever you try to do something right, it simply shoots u back on the foot.
well, i dont know why i cant really contain my thoughts anymore.
u cant stop people from doing what they want to do, the only thing you can do is to back out from people. like just fading scenes from failing memories, u begin to forget about everything. though confusion cuts thru halfway into your erasing process, you try harder once more, hoping to succeed.




you would never ask me why, my heart is so disguised, i just cant live a lie anymore