oh well finally the day i expected has come. i'm officially jobless once again after 8 days. no more days at work anymore. well, sales target low and all, dez and i had to get laid off. was kinda unfair but on the account that the sales was really fucking hell of low, and plus dez and i are kind of partners in crime, talking during work hours and all. so yea, i tink i deserved it too.
i longed expected this day to come. from the look from those ppl at ecco it seems dez and i dont seemed welcomed at all. bastards. but yea whatever it is, life goes on. there's goes half of the expected salary. so i guess i just have to cut down my shopping list. kinda feels weird now, the feeling of no sense of urgency to wake up in the morning to rush to work and all. hopefully i find one new job soon enough. broke broke broke. and after last day of work which was today, met kt and went to raffles to look for chick. den went to crystabelle. or whatever its spelled. some ktv lounge.. went yesterday and today..

and so yesterday's life. went to meet celeste to collect my ciggs, den went to meet up wid soon keong after he finished school. went to meet cheryl aft that and meet kt at town. skipped work cause heels was kinda painful. boring and lazy to go work also.

i guess there'll nvr be a chance for me to be lazy for work anymore.



i'd give up everything, before i i separate myself from you