i once heard someone say " why conform with other ? people buy expensive things you also buy." it suddenly came upon me that dope comes in all shapes and sizes, all abt individuality. like people started buying stuffs like bape, stussy and all. i mean its not really abt the hype isnt it? its more to the stuffs u really like. yes, the hype is there. but i still think buying what you really like will help alot instead of buying things that other people buy. yes i admit i do, but if its only the stuffs i really like, otherwise no thanks. its like honey attracting the bee, you're being the bee, and the clothes that others buy are the honey. dont get the point? monkey see,monkey do. isnt it. people would really get into all sorts of shits just to lay their hands on these stuffs. yes im one of them, but if only if i have the means. if i dont, den fuck it i'll get it another time. i mean life is like that. if you have it good for you, and if you dont, then too bad, cry your heart out. n also someone also mentioned it before " your dressing can be expensive, but at the end of the day only you know how much of money is left in your wallet or rather your bank account. u wear nice nice, your wallet got no money, for what ? " it suddenly dawned upon me when i found out i had only 4 bucks in my wallet today. sucks to be poor, but no choice, life is just unfair sometimes, ive got 3 birthdays coming up and if i dont start saving i'll prbly go into hiding this time around, otherwise, i'll have to sell one of my shoes again. oh god, please im begging u to give me a job. like making those companies call me up and calling me to work. im really really keen on making money =(




you've buried the heart i gave, and now im having a hard time finding it and putting it back in place