the bus ride today seemed as long as the day before. why does time seem so slow, or is heaven giving me an opportunity to sort out my thoughts before i move on with life. time doesnt heal i swear. it creates only more spaces for grievances.

only losers lay in their prolonged miseries. and i am one of them right now. a sore loser, with reluctance in accept the fact of life. give me some time before i stand on my own 2 feet again, ready to face the world.

once again, what you see in front of you isnt what you really anticipated for, but what you anticipated for didnt appear in your sight.