are we gonna remain like this forever? is my goodbye really unable to take it back, is it impossible to really relive the past like we once did? i know everything seems too late. those words u once told me. im gonna tell it back to you now, sooner, or later. so here it is. "i just wanna let you know how much you mean to me, yet i didnt cherished you" was this sentence familiar? when i was angry with you, you made endless attempt to salvage this relationship, friendship. whatever you call it.
and yet i just stood firm, not wanting to talk. now im feeling what you felt. i know, everything's too late no matter how hard we try to put back the pieces again there will still be scars. im not seeking for your acceptance, i just want you to try opening up once again and let me in.
all these while you thought i was just being cold, but in reality all these while the thoughts of you just ran around in my mind. i dont know why but it just does.
the emptiness is still hanging, till the day you're coming back.

a friend you once were, and will still be. i'll be waiting.

jennie tan these words are for you!!! i know u'll be reading this. im on my knees, hoping we'll talk again someday. i dont care if those packets of stars sent to mailbox were from you. if they were why dont you just send me a message?

心裡的雨傾盆而下, 卻始終淋不到她, 寒風經過院子裡的枝掗, 也冷卻了我手中的鮮花