there's a lot of words the heart wants to convey.
but there's a lot of impossibilities the mind will have
and a lot of hurt the mouth will say.
then when the thought's running away from reality,
escaping insanity before it comes.

butterflies in a bottled mind

what do you do, when there's no road for you to go?
do you search, or just simply sit aside and brood over impossible possibilities?

I LOVE YOU GUYS LOADS!!! fucking shits!!!!!
and not forgetting layhoon's wallet. thanks yea lao mei!!! hahaa

OKayy so today was the season finale of my birthday celebration. the 3rd and last day. was a blast as usual. went to cream bistro to have dinner with corrine, jeremy and jennie. after that headed to partyworld which jenn went off first cause she was sick. poor thing, get well soon alright!!
AND, during close to the ending of the ktv session, chick and gang rushed into the room, and gave me a pair of the levis. fuck i love you guys alright!! =D

will upload pics tmr of the shoes and jeans.

LOVE YOU GUYS LOADS !!


and to jenn. though you're sick nevertheless you made the effort to call us out and entertain us. and i love you for that =DD


and huiting, i guess i have you to thank. for betraying me and giving my address to jennie. =DD
and jenn, the stars were pretty although some were flattened. 23 stars, the number of days we didnt talk.

okay, so life was a blast lately during last 2 days of birthday. except for the fucked la selle interview. those lecturers should just die immediately.
so life on the 24th. went to jack's place to having dinner, den marina for the movie "protege" and coffee club at town for the cake eating session.
(not in any order or bias) THANKS ji, jeremy, kt, cheryl, ivy, cheryl, bridget, dez, sherie, viknesh, leonard, tabs, victoria, shaun and lastly my beloved sister layhoon. you guys made me and jeremy's day indeed. love u guys loads yea!! thanks for the presence,company,and the cake!!! I LOVE YOU GUYS, WILL ALWAYS DO, AND MORE MORE MORE

and on the 25th, went to partyworld at town,den to watch the movie "ghost rider" den supper at river valley. (not in any order again) THANKS justin, jasmin, huiting, soon keong, choo hoo, jeremy, and victoria for the blast. frm the presence, the company, the cake (though i saw thru your plans, LOL), and lastly the present. these guys gave me a fucking tweeds2 dunk!!!! . I LOVE YOU GUYS LIKE FUCK TOO!!! MORE MORE MORE.

and lastly, the 2 darlings who celebrated my birthday year after year, my 2 sidekicks. XULING AND JENNIE. thanks xuling for acc me to la selle, and waiting for me outside for 1 hour plus (justin and choo, thanks for waiting too. u guys rock, ). thanks jenn for the presents, and the kiss on the cheek. i didnt washed my face for your info. LOL. no la jk man. though we had cold war for almost 1 month. i didnt didnt didnt forget you at all. stuck in my mind all the time =DDD
lousy kisser lah u. LOL. kiddin lah. like u said, it strengthens our bond, and prove how much we cant live without each other's company through this 1 month. love u loads really!!
and thanks both of u, for the boxers. abit kinky and cheesy LOL, but yes, love u guys loads. i'll wear the boxers often alright!!

and to add, IVY. i really thank you, and on behalf of jeremy as well. thanks for being present, though you're stressed over your papers, yet you never failed to show up. and now you're sick, take care alright!!! and yes the importance of you again, always lending a shoulder when i needed one, love you loads too!! =DDD

THANKS YOU GUYS!!!
and peeps who i didnt meet and yet wished me anyways, thank you guys as well!!!

how do you pronounce " I-L-O-V-E-Y-O-U-G-U-Y-S" ??

as for the fortune cookie, " something you lost will soon be found" i found what i've once lost, and i will put in my all not to lose it again. and thats one of the important friends, jennie tan shu xian. more than a nagging wife, more than just confidante. just more.

the old me.

the fat ass im becoming. fuck.



I MUST DO SOMETHING SOON. BEFORE I LOOK LIKE GARFIELD.


and hello ivy =)