There are some things you can only wait.
in silence.

and after you find everything is through,
this is me, standing before you.




i wont wait because it wont fade.

Tomorrow's FnB official training date. no gimmicks go bullshits, real people real guests. fuck.
CAN I STOP TIME.
oh well, friday please come faster then. stop at sunday.
and im still missing queensway secondary school. fuck im not getting emo its just that i cant let it go. all that memories in queensway. a swift 6 years and poof!, we're all in our seperate ways.
classmates called me "pangseh" today. but oh well. secondary schoolmates comes first, people who feel the way i do, im sure they understand =)
in future i dont know, but for now these will be the people i treasure. and love them deep deep. quoted by Mr bullshit/bulgit singh. LOLLOL
im starting to like this discipline master of mine alot. and his sentence "from the words of my late grandmother; FUCK OFF"
wad an interesting lecturer. lol. love him deep deep lah.



through hell and flames, i see your name

cause the last thing i will do it to beg you.
fuck you, hear me dad.
cause one day if u ever land up in the old folks home dont fucking ask me why

Dont tell me why you can read me,
when i tell you ignorance struck you for a long time.

guilt. the mother of all crimes, the government of all wrongdoings.
and the holder of your conscience.
people tend to keep quiet at things. they cant give u a definition of something you want. why? its because they dont realize something they've been accumulating that seems to be wrong.
people just takes others for idiots, thinking life goes on without any thing that seemed to be wrong.
and you seemed like you've been sentenced for it =/


i cant tell you what i want, why not tell me what you can offer ?

If i ever die tomorrow,
letters ive written and kept will be sent out to everyone, everyone whom i treasure. I feel like im disintegrated from life, i feel helpless. so bad till i cant even do anything to change my own fate.
I've more or less finished writing all these letters, in case my life ends in an instant.
because life is so unpredictable i've seen friends leave one by one from this earth,
i dont want to bring along regrets with me when i leave.




As I go, remember all the simple things you know, My mind is just a crutch and I still hope, that you will miss me when I'm gone, This is the last song