wowwweeee havent been blogging for the past 5 days,
so to begin on friday. went to KTV with ivy, cy, leonard,justin, jasmin, huiting, kelwin, sk, joe, guanfeng, peiling, cynthia. wad a blast. then went to clarke quay to slack thereafter went home.
saturday went out with chick and peeps, watched " blades of glory" fuck that was hell out of a movie. havent been to the movies with them for long time alr. diff people diff interest these days. who gives a shit about you, you could really tell, and who doesnt.

and this, to my beloved mom on sunday
thanks for being my shield, my listening ear, my defense for my past 19 years. since young i've always been a naughty kid, getting into fist fights and getting into the teachers' bad books, but yet u shielded me no matter how bad i was. i can still remember the time you did my homework for me when i was in pri 4, and how the teacher chided you infront of the other parents, yet you took it in your stride. it felt bad i could tell. i can remember how you went to talk to Mr chua and how you wanted me to repeat my secondary 3. i remember how bad u begged him just to let me continue studying secondary school. i remember how happy you looked when i passed my n levels and how disappointed you were when i did badly for my o's. i remember how anxious you were when i couldnt get into an art school, and how you wanted me to quickly defer my army. i remember how glad you were when i had a school to go into, and how you rushed for my uniforms and books.
and for all these and more, thanks for being my mother.
HAPPY MOTHERS DAY MOM,
love you deep deep!!
and the pizza tasted good indeed =DD
i will try to give you what you've always wanted; grades.
i will try i promise =)



love comes, love go. you and i, we're gonna line love up in a row.

god please open up a route for me.
im about to break down so badly im about to fall.
please just rise and come down to me,
take my pain, just take it all.






and my worst pains are words i cannot say, still i will always fight on for you

LOVE;
its that simple, when u turn the poker cards of 7,0, Ace, and 3.
it happens as easily as that. and it ends as quickly when you tear the cards up. its that simple.
people fight so hard to win the heart of that certain someone,
just to earn heartbreaks and tear drops. some break their own hearts, some just drop their tears and continue on with the journey.
and some in the process get all so sensitive over trivial issues by not trusting the other party.
some throw up the fucked up tantrum like people owe them a living.
well, ive learnt in aunt's church " to love one another."
to love one another is 1 thing. to love for the wrong other is altogether another issue.
burnt marks leave scars, and hearts get locked up behind bars.
when you're convicted of that love so hard you cant let go, thats no love anymore
; its possession.
love happens, when you let go without regrets to see your significant others live their lives happily,
cause a person's reflection will only come when they have lost some thing off them.




and for that i cant say i love you, cause we'll end up at 2 ends of the world

There are some things you can only wait.
in silence.

and after you find everything is through,
this is me, standing before you.




i wont wait because it wont fade.

Tomorrow's FnB official training date. no gimmicks go bullshits, real people real guests. fuck.
CAN I STOP TIME.
oh well, friday please come faster then. stop at sunday.
and im still missing queensway secondary school. fuck im not getting emo its just that i cant let it go. all that memories in queensway. a swift 6 years and poof!, we're all in our seperate ways.
classmates called me "pangseh" today. but oh well. secondary schoolmates comes first, people who feel the way i do, im sure they understand =)
in future i dont know, but for now these will be the people i treasure. and love them deep deep. quoted by Mr bullshit/bulgit singh. LOLLOL
im starting to like this discipline master of mine alot. and his sentence "from the words of my late grandmother; FUCK OFF"
wad an interesting lecturer. lol. love him deep deep lah.



through hell and flames, i see your name

cause the last thing i will do it to beg you.
fuck you, hear me dad.
cause one day if u ever land up in the old folks home dont fucking ask me why